tell us about that. >> yes. i really want people to know that where they are today is not where they have to remain. there's no pit too deep that you can't climb out of. there's nothing more remarkable about me than the next person. i just didn't give up. if i can let young people know that if they shed their own behavior and look to the future, they can also accomplish really great things. >> there's a youth reception as part of the conference. >> yes, the red hot party at the black cat. i'll be singing a couple songs, doing a meet and greet. letting other people infected and affected by hiv know they have someone championing for them and fighting for them. >> getting back to you and that voice. what in the world are you going to do with that? >> besides making a really cellar album, seal low and i have been talking about doing some work together. i want to use celebrity as a chance to let people know that this is what -- the day i die which won't be any time soon, i want to know i accomplished something and it